I Die Everyday

I die everyday . I wake up everyday. I'm upset everyday . I really don't care what no one has to say . I'm never happy . Always sad . I always have questions like is it really going to always be this bad .......then I realize there's no turning back. I'm like life should turn out well.......then you realize it's really a trap. Its like your mad your going to snap. Looking at the field as you walk to the grave yard. Another broken heart...must have been hard. Your breathing hard wishing it was a dream and you wake up and scream . But its not ...it's real. Just to speak from the heart....this is how life really feels.