Halo
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Last published вск, апр. 7, 2013
Do you know when you are standing there you all of a sudden fell a urge like you may feel like you want to fly, dance, sing or even the worst of all die. Well that is how I feel every day of my life, on the outside I look all happy but no one and I mean no one knows how I feel every day, every hour, every minute, every second. I feel lonely. I feel empty. I even feel the urge to die. But I know somewhere just somewhere there is a light in me. There will be that one person who will make me feel happy, safe and maybe just maybe I will feel like I want to live.
Follow me, Amber Patterson, on my journey to living again.
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