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Philophobia and its Ironic Consumption (sporadic updates)

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Its a weird itching sensation. It stings and makes your skin crawl whenever you go without it for so long. But you can't get rid of it. No matter how many times you try to change, no matter how muh you promise to stop it just keeps. coming. BACK! It's so overwhelming that it burns yours skin and claws at you from the inside out until you snap and induldge on its sweet, bitter, and filthy content. 

If Harry had to describe his addiction thats /exsactly/ how he would do it. And when he's done, breathing heavy, body numb, mind hazy and covered in hot seduction; he has the overwhelming feeling to clean up after himself before he dose what he despises  most.

On the other hand, his addiction brings him something gorgeous. it embodies peace and courage. All he's ever wanted and never had. But it forces him to conquest his biggest fear and break his only rule. 
Dont. Fall. In Love.All Rights Reserved

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I can see you | ~L.S. by louisstyles199194

Based on true events not edited >There it is that sentence which controls my life since two years, those words who ruined my life, those seven words which hurt me that much that I lost my love, my existence, my feelings, myself. He left me without any explanation, broke the contact without any call or message, left his things here without getting them back. He left me, and broke our promise...Our promise < or where harry and louis broke up a few years ago. harry haven't heard from louis ever since. but what happens when one day he's standing right infront of harry's door? will harry push him away or let him back in? boyxboy smut warning ⚠️WARNING⚠️ IF YOU'RE STRUGGLING WITH DEAD OR HAVE BAD EXPERIENCE WITH SIMILAR THINGS PLEASE READ IT ON YOUR OWN RISK. NOW ENJOY IT!!

Friends with benefits 2 by itstilliswhatitis

@banana2000008 asked me to write this story from Louis point of view. Your wish is my command. 😘 They all met in Uni and had stayed friends after that. Every year they (Niall, Zayn, Liam, Harry, and Louis) went on vacation together once a year since they moved to different places in England after graduation. They traveled to Italy together this time and Louis was ready for some fun. He was finally a single man after ending a longterm relationship with his girlfriend since uni and he was happy about it. Being bisexual and all, meant that he had a big playing field, but his mind was set on someone special... Purely fictional. Smutwarning. This is from Louis' point of view.

Meet Me in the Hallway by GoldenHazandLou

*WARNING* Drug use and nonconsensual sex When Harry gets home, after he's dragged his sore body up the stairs, he lays on the tile floor under the scalding hot water in the shower, fully clothed, until it runs freezing cold over him. He tries to cry, to do something to make his body feel normal, but he can't. It's like his soul was torn from his body and left on that floor. He scratches at his skin and scrubs the parts of his body that aren't covered in clothes trying to clean himself of the night. It doesn't work. When he looks at himself in the mirror, his tongue is still blue from the pills, his skin is red, bruised, and cut from his nails, and there's still bright red lipstick stuck to his skin like a tattoo.

stockholm syndrome by thetommowayyy12

"I am but a shell without you to fill my hollow soul with life, my lungs with oxygen, my heart with undying love and my world with vibrant color." When Louis, a miserable university student, wakes up in an unfamiliar house after an average night out, his entire perspective on the value of his life is changed in a matter of days. As he gets to know his screwed up abductor, Harry, Louis comes to the decision that he is much better off now that his unsatisfying life has been ripped away and replaced with one filled with actual emotion and pure happiness, something he'd never experienced. He soon realizes that his frostbitten heart has been warmed in the strangest of ways; Louis has fallen dangerously in love with his kidnapper, who is in just as much if not more desperate need of saving. //TW//: rape, eating disorders, foul language, strong sexual themes, depression, anxiety, themes of suicide, minimal drugs/alcohol

S.... M. by itstilliswhatitis

Lately Louis started to fantasize about spanking his best mate. What was wrong with him? He was actually fantasizing about doing all sorts of sexual things with Harry. Most of all he just wanted to kiss him. It was so confusing! He couldn't help but slap Harrys bum every chance he got, usually when they were on stage. Harry seemed to like it though, challenging him back by asking him what he wanted to do to him. One night he found himself spanking Harry in their dressingroom when Harry willingly pulled his pants down and it was the beginning of a confusing time where they started to explore something new. No strings attached! Purely fictional! SMUTWARNING!

Stockholm Syndrome (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

My heart was beating and adrenaline was running through my body at a thousand miles per second. My hand wrapped around the door knob, but then I was pulled back painfully by my arm. I was whipped around and was face to face with a pissed off Louis. "Where do you think you're going, love?" He asked, and I gulped at how dark his voice sounded. The sane part of me was absolutley terrified of it, and I didn't like it, but the part of me that thought Louis was incredible was so turned on by his dark side. "Answer the question." He said as he squeezed my wrist tighter, and I winced a bit, but I didn't answer the question. "Were you trying to leave? Were you trying to run away from me?" He asked, and I felt his nails digging into my skin. I gave a small yelp of pain and then he was dragging me harshly by my arm down the hall again. He passed the room that I was staying in before and opened another door that was three doors down. He pushed me inside, and I couldn't see a thing. The room was completely dark. I began to breath faster because I've never been a big fan of the dark. I hated it. I didn't like what I couldn't see. I jumped as I felt a hand on my waist and my breath caught as I felt a surge of electricity run through me. I felt him pull me closer to him until my back was against his chest. His lips rubbed against my ear and he slowly whispered out "You can't leave, Harry. You're never gonna get away. I'm not gonna let you."

✔️STRONG [L.S] by rikirriki

"H-Harry please!" I cried, my hands placed protectively in front of my face. His eyes darkened, and he grabbed my wrists, pinning them against the wall. His breath rolled over my face, the faint scent of alcohol rolling up my nose. "Shut up." He growled. His short nails dug into my arm and I winced in pain. He released me, and grabbed a handful of my hair instead. I shrieked in pain as he threw me to the ground. Tears pricked my eyes and I squeezed my eyes shut. "Get up." He said. I opened my eyes, and scrambled to my feet quickly. He grabbed the front of my shirt to pull me closer, leaning down to my level. His eyes burned straight through mine. Chills went down my spine and I bit my bottom lip out of fear. "How many times do I have to tell you? You. Are. Mine." -------------------------- In a complex narrative, where Harry wrestles with the voices of schizophrenia, the story unfolds with uncertainty. The question lingers: Will Harry succumb to the relentless voices, potentially breaking down Louis, or will Louis summon the strength to confront the darkness that threatens him and stand resolute in his own defense? The outcome rests upon the delicate interplay of their intertwined fates, a story of mental struggles and strength yet to fully reveal itself.

We Were Too Young L.S. by Majoana_Turner

Harry and Louis were the happiest couple, they had everything they could ask for, yes, they were closeted by their management but that didn't matter since they had each other....or so they thought. Louis broke up with Harry and left both of them in a very dark place. Both of them were half a heart without each other. This is a story of how they found each other again and finally felt at home. Or basically the Larry story that I interpreted thought their songs. I suck at descriptions, read it, it's good I swear :) Warnings: Self-harm, drugs and sexual content.

Broken Pieces (Larry stylinson) by OopsHiYouFool

DISCLAIMER I WAS 14 WHEN I WROTE THIS SO IT'S TERRIBLE + TRIGGER WARNING "I'll find a way to fix these broken pieces and let go.." Harry is in a loving relationship with Josh, but Josh becomes violent, and starts abusing him. Harry get's emotionally fucked up. Louis is insecure, and hates himself. He has a history of cutting... He stopped but started again... He almost died once, he cut too deep. What will happend when they meet? Will they be able to fix each other? Read and find out! (please just read it... lol)

It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles. Two boys who have hopeless crushes on one another, despite never having a conversation. Their lives are far from perfect, and what makes it even worse, is that they don't have each other. Louis has taken notice to the boy with curly hair who works at the bakery. He is completely smitten with Harry and when he finds out that the feelings may be returned, he can barely believe it. However, Louis is scared. Everything in his life is horrible, and Louis is afraid that if he tries to get with Harry, he will be ripped away from him. Harry found the small, blue-eyed boy running through his mind constantly. He always knew that he was gay, but was never one to be open about it, mainly because he craved to be accepted. Harry wants nothing more than to be with Louis, yet the fear of judgement holds him back. It's obvious to everyone that these two boys were meant for each other. But Louis and Harry are afraid of losing everything. The sad truth is, not everyone gets their happily ever after. ---------- WARNING: Mentions of rape, mentions of self-harm, abuse, swearing, and a whole lot of gayness. If this triggers you, please do not read. Your safety and health is more important than any book. ---------- ©OnlyForOneDirection I do not own One Direction (but I wish I did), but I do own the characters, story, plot, and writing. Do not steal my work, because that would make you a thief, and no one likes that label. I don't want you to go down the path of villianism or whatever it's called. So please do not steal my work. Thank you.

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I can see you | ~L.S.

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