What does life mean to you? Is it important? Is it thrilling? Must be nice, because to me it's about as important as an old chewed up piece of gum on the sidewalk. Sometimes I just want to let go... but I can't. I have to stay strong. For Kyle. What's going to happen when my dad gets put into prison, my brother disappears and I have to face high school without my Mom? I don't know either.