There is No Point of Running

I told myself I could do it alone. That just because my father was died and mother was a jerk things did't change. I could do. I could get exactly what I wanted. I didn't need anyone to support me. I could fix myself by myself. I could become exactly who I wanted to be. Soon I realized just how hard that is, and I need someone to be there for me. Physically and mentally. If only i seen sooner. Maybe he be mine.

This is a book I started a long time ago. Don't judge because this is my first book and I have never written a book that is this long, and ya I was planning on only editing but now there's a change of plans. Help me write this thanks. Oh ya btw this is Lesly's book.