Loneliness is my curse, It's my burden, It's my life

Loneliness is my curse. It's my burden. It's my life. It's been this way as long as I can remember. People pass by, people die. And when they are gone all that's left is loneliness. What's the point. It's all just a recurring cycle of pain and loss. What is the meaning of it really. I battle between life and death so often trying to find the cure to my curse. But all I find is emptiness. I recall asking Sasuke:

"What do you aspire to accomplish in your life Sasuke."

"I must kill him. I must get stronger, obtain power. I will never be weak again." His voice begins to crack as he continues. "Even if I have to sell my soul to the devil to get power, then I will. I never want to see you cry again. That is what I want." Then his eyes became far away as if he was thinking hard. "I will get strong for us."

"But what will you do after this. Is this all there is to your life." I asked , scared for his future, for our future.

"We will be together," he says grasping my hand, holding it as if he never wants to let go.

If only I knew that these were empty words with no real meaning.If only Sasuke had known that revenge only brings more suffering, more pain. If only we had both known.