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Numb

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Numb. Numb is all Amber was from that point on.  She could never see the world the same.  Everything and anything has completely changed.  It all started the summer of 2010.  Amber was living a normal suburban life, with nothing to worry about except whether she had good grades and took her medication.  Amber did everything any kid would do.  Living with three sisters, her mom and step-dad, the attention card was hard to hold on to.  Her mom never really had much to complicate over, except she and her ex-husband would frequently get into major fights about custody and such over Amber.  It started with a habit from a 13- year old girl, and ended with the splitting of a loving family.  A demolition of a once beautifully constructed structure.All Rights Reserved

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Sun, Jun 14, 2015

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