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Last published Sat, May 21, 2016
Where Niall's arms are covered in scars and Louis wanted to know why.
Pre-warning (also not that serious, but): some French words, which I'll leave at the end of an a/n.
Warning: Brief but really deep chats on insecurity and self-harm. There will not be any graphic scenes of the act of self-harm.
Disclaimer: I am not, in any way, implying that the real Niall Horan self-harms, nor that he is Homosexual. This goes for Louis Tomlinson as well, and all the other pairings of real life male celebrities with other male celebrities. This is a fanfiction, which means, it is fake and has come from my completely messed up imagination. (Now go back and read this about three more times for it to sink in.)
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"Do you feel safe with him?" the question seemed silly; in my head I had immediately laughed at it because it was so absurd. How could I not feel safe with Niall? He had turned out to be the only constant in my crazy life so far; he was always there for me through out everything. He did everything that he possibly could to help me to get to the point that I was at then. Instead of going on a rant about how much I did, in fact, feel safe with Niall, I nodded and said, "I always feel safe with him." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Navaeh is not your average teenager. Sure, she's a few months away from being eighteen, and is having trouble getting a better grade then a C in Biology, but her troubles don't end there. Niall is one fifth of the popular boy-band One Direction, and seems to be living the dream. A chance meeting brings the two together in a circumstance that leaves Niall afraid for Navaeh's safety. She harbors secrets about herself that only her and one other person know and when Niall becomes determined to break down her walls, things get complicated. A relationship is hard enough to keep as it is but when you add an unmistakably cruel family problem it gets harder. ****************TRIGGER WARNING: abuse, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions. Please do not read if easily triggered.********************
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