Autophobia (Phan AU)
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The specific phobia of isolation; a morbid fear of being egotistical, or a dread of being alone or isolated. Sufferers need not be physically alone, but believe that they are being ignored, unloved, threatened by intruders, and so on. Sufferers may worry about being ignored and unloved, or they may worry about strange noises or the possibility of developing a medical problem. Autophobia also can mean fear of oneself. The word "autophobia" is derived from the Greek word "autos," which means self.
Whoop just another Phan high school AU, because why not :p
*Warning* Does contain some swearing, and potential triggers
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