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Thoughts Of Shadow

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Reads 192
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Parts 15
Time <5 mins

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A young teenage girl name Lucy was told by her parents one night that she would be moving to another country and changing schools. So that means new school, new friends and she didn't want that because she likes the friends she has. 

She didn't want to change schools because she loved the fact that was very popular at her school and also a most wanted as their girlfriend and captain of the cheerleading squad.

But Lucy had no say in the move. 

Even though Lucy loved living in America and didn't want to live in Canada. her parents didn't care.All Rights Reserved

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