Who's for who? Would you rather choose the guy, who's always been there for you? Or will you go for that someone who'd left and leave with your heart in his hands?
She's been finding him for her whole life.
She's looking for that person, the person who happens to own her heart. She's finding him...but she never knew if she will find him or she will never find him again.
Do I already find him? Or do I,...will never find him again?