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Self Destruction

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"Above all things, I believe in love." ~ Moulin Rouge

Mysteries intrigue us because they reveal something about another that we never thought possible. Everyone, including my family, thought I could be perfect if only I tried a little harder - eat less to win more pageants, study longer to get better grades and train all weekend to be the soccer MVP.

It was a mystery to me that they never saw the rotting person I was inside. Now that I'm gone, will they finally understand the mystery that I was?

Sincerely, Peyton

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