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Despair

LebogangMolokwane

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Reads 568
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Parts 14
Time 1h 11m

LebogangMolokwane

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"Everything seemed to occur in slow motion. A sharp pain went through my chest, followed by another...it was the second shot which sent me down. The pain was unbearable. I had no power nor energy left within me. A series of emotions went through my head as I lay in a pool of my own blood..."
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My name is Kimberly Washington. I was born and raised in South-Central Los Angeles and this is my story of despair...All Rights Reserved

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