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Despair

LebogangMolokwane

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Reads 568
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Parts 14
Time 1h 11m

LebogangMolokwane

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"Everything seemed to occur in slow motion. A sharp pain went through my chest, followed by another...it was the second shot which sent me down. The pain was unbearable. I had no power nor energy left within me. A series of emotions went through my head as I lay in a pool of my own blood..."
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My name is Kimberly Washington. I was born and raised in South-Central Los Angeles and this is my story of despair...All Rights Reserved

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A Story to Tell cover

It All Started With a Diary cover

A Psychotic Killer? How to Get Away! cover

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There is always more to the story then meets the eye cover

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LOVE BEYOND AND ALWAYS// UNDER MAJOR EDITING cover

Memoirs of A Healer/Clinical Social Worker: Autobiography of Bruce Whealton

A loving spouse. A healer. How does this person cope with evil villains willing to destroy everything? They convicted the victim... now how does the victim goes on with life as a healer? As the book opens, I was in a psychiatric hospital following a suicide attempt in December 2019. What starts as a simple conversation with another patient changed my life. Most of the rest of the book tells the reader how I got to this point. I experienced profound injustice between 2004 and 2006. By opening with a story about suicide, I want the reader to understand that the injustice was not just something that happened long ago. This book is an account of all the accomplishments and successes that I had in overcoming tremendous odds and challenges. Growing up, I was paralyzed by shyness and lacked social skills, and so the idea of becoming a psychotherapist never occurred to me when I went off to college. I learned that I could overcome those limitations. I wanted to bring that hope and healing to others. Activities like that make life meaningful and bring me joy. The reasons why I was suicidal in 2019 were set in motion in 2000 when a meteor would come crashing down upon the life that I had built leaving me powerless to do anything other than watching everything burn to ashes - the home that I had, the life I had known, the love I had, my career, everything would disappear almost as if it never existed. In that one the year 2000, I could not imagine things could get any worse. But the nightmare would continue for the next few years... culminating in a suicide attempt in 2019. Now, I am connecting with others, building relationships, and finding a reason to live again. I am writing my own story of my life. My parents Bruce Martin Whealton Sr. and Kathleen Murphy Whealton were actually guilty of assault on a minor while their son, me, Bruce Martin Whealton Jr. NEVER harmed anyone but had to suffer as I was a perpetrator when I was only ever a victim.