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Living Is Believing

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I scream in the darkness until my voice is raspy and my throat is raw, I can't stop. Minutes went by, then hours. I felt like I had been in here for weeks.

I stopped screaming and running and fell to the ground, defeated. Memories came flooding back into my head. Tears were streaming down my face now as I thought of Owen. I let him down. I dragged him straight into the mouth of danger. I knew he had to be dead, too, if I was. I couldn't help but think that death would be so much better if he were here in the darkness with me.

What's the point of living if this is all we get in the end? What's the point of loving, fighting? All the childhood memories, all memories of you, just gone. So many people live their lives in sadness and hate, but really, that's all we have.

Soon, people will forget my name. They will forget all the things I did, bad and good. I never thought life was worth living, but now, I couldn't get one thought out of my head.

I'm not ready to die.All Rights Reserved

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Sanely Yours by Ashra45786543

-- PROLOGUE "Let me get this straight. We have nothing in between us, except for the deal we made that day" he spoke in a monotonous tone. "I am the one carrying your name behind me; we are married. how can you say we have nothing in between us? Huh" She yelled at him, tears blurred her vision, and she spoke her heart to him. "For god's sake, this marriage was to save you! Can't you get that? I did not do it willingly, I do not love you!!" He yelled back at her, shattering her heart into pieces. "Why can't you just love me?" She spoke, as she cried the tears of hurt, and pain. Her heart thumped loudly due to the shivering sensation She felt all over her body. "I never made a commitment to you, or gave you any false hope, neither did i say that i love you. Did i?" He asked her, in a very cold tone. She looked at him through her teary eyes. It's getting difficult for her to even breathe. "It was your eyes, the damn eyes. Who gave me the false hope. They say, "Eyes speak the truth," but what about mine? Couldn't you feel the sincerity within them, expressing my deep affection for you? Why didn't you see the love shining in them? Was it too complex to understand? Couldn't you notice the warmth as they gazed at you? They search for you in every corner, If only you realized how they silently echoed the emotions I couldn't articulate. They say, "Eyes never deceive." But what about yours? They played a trick on me when they met mine, painting a facade of a world that wasn't real. They made me feel loved, Leading me into a belief that crumbled, louder than your spoken promises. Why did they betray me? Was it your eyes or you that masked the truth?" He stayed still, not moving or saying anything at her statement. --

0-SA (The Last Ship Series) by NikolaiWolfe

18+ (Xenophile) Smut. Violence. Gore. Foul Language. The year is 3787, the Earth is in ruin, and the infectious spores plagues the world below. After many failed attempts to remove the spore infection and the intelligent lifeforms that brought it known as the Irinaut, several large ships were sent into space to save the human race, but some people remained. Those who stayed, either had no choice in the matter or were part of the expedition crews. The people who were looking for some sort of cure all. Some, scientists looking to communicate or even experiment on the Irinaut race. Though it wasn't only the infection they had to worry about. Infected Irinaut were aggressive, and finding one without the sickness at this point was seeming out of reach with no hopes of communicating. That is, until now. A group of soldiers had been left with a task of transporting precious cargo. After several facilities being attacked by the estranged Irinaut, a young soldier known as Raven, finds herself curious to why this Irinaut is so important in finding. The being wasn't like other's any of them had seen. They wanted to know how it was possible in the world that was nothing but desert, and infection. 0-Sa was also alone, which was unusual for the species. The Irinaut became valuable quite quickly, having found no spore infection visibly on him. The team had one job, obtain and return the creature alive, but they would soon come to find out that the cargo would be more difficult to transport then they thought.

Cosmo || Doctor Who by blink_and_youre_dead

where a boy meets an alien and travels the universe Book 1 of the Spaceman Series. 409,153 Words Part One- approx 101,649 words Part Two- approx 153,859 words Part Three - approx 153,645 words [ Series 1 - Series 4 Specials] - Series 1 ✔︎ - Series 2 ✔︎ - Series 3 Started: 06/05/23 Finished: N/A (Ninth Doctor x Male OC) (Tenth Doctor x Male OC) #1 in Doctorwho [20/11/23], [28/02/24] #1 in Christophereccleston [22/05/23] #1 in Thedoctor [20/08/23] #1 in Jackharkness [27/08/23], [27/10/24] #1 in Marthajones [01/08/23], [21/09/24] #2 in Donnanoble [03/09/23] #1 in Ninthdoctor [30/11/23] #9 in Tardis [07/09/23] #1 in Dalek [26/11/23], [10/02/25] #1 in Tenthdoctor [03/12/23] #1 in Monsters [08/01/24] #1 in Cybermen [22/04/24], [11/01/25] #3 in Jackietyler [10/07/24] #4 in Torchwood [22/04/24] #1 in Iantojones [11/01/25] #1 in Sarahjanesmith [21/05/24] #1 in Davidtennant [29/04/24] #1 in Rosetyler [08/07/24], [21/09/24]

The Blood Order by esthersteel_

"Are you coming to bed firefly?" He says to me laying his hands over my waist joining me in looking over the city. "I want to look out for a little longer if that is alright?" I mumble hoping that he heard me anyways, I wasn't ready to walk into that bedroom, and I don't think I ever would be. "Of course, I'll be getting ready for bed, come in whenever you are ready." He says confidently and walks away leaving my waist cold something for which I am grateful. Especially when my mind burns with other more dangerous thoughts. The warmth that forever lingers in the air, never burning the skin, but always reminding about what is around us. I force air into my lungs feeling the unexpected warmth fill me. He stands in the room watching me even though he said he was getting ready for bed. He is worried about me, about me jumping. I have contemplated it I will admit, but he would stop me before I fell even two feet. I was stuck, and no one could save me. Not even myself, my fucking weak self. His presence is demanding no matter where we are, but right now I could sense everything about him, and I try to suppress the unwanted feelings that curl right under my skin. "Firefly? About done?" He calls out and I release my hand from the guard rail not realizing that as I looked at the lights that covered the shining city with the falling fire in the background that my subconscious was thinking about how nice it would be... how relieving it would be... to just fall. True freedom. I take a step back and wrap my hands together turning around to a fully clothed unchanged man and nod once. I could see the fear in his eyes that I would, he knows if he gave me the chance... I wasn't ready for this, but I had to survive. No matter what. Highest Ranks: #17 In Romance #5 in Soulmates

The Only by gracieford

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TimeBound (Time Tells #1) (COMPLETED) by KrazyObsession

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Looking For A Doctor: A TORCHWOOD/Doctor Who fan fiction by pandaisarmy

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BROKEN COURAGE (Broken Redemption Book 3) by ArianaClarkAuthor

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Sanely Yours

-- PROLOGUE "Let me get this straight. We have nothing in between us, except for the deal we made that day" he spoke in a monotonous tone. "I am the one carrying your name behind me; we are married. how can you say we have nothing in between us? Huh" She yelled at him, tears blurred her vision, and she spoke her heart to him. "For god's sake, this marriage was to save you! Can't you get that? I did not do it willingly, I do not love you!!" He yelled back at her, shattering her heart into pieces. "Why can't you just love me?" She spoke, as she cried the tears of hurt, and pain. Her heart thumped loudly due to the shivering sensation She felt all over her body. "I never made a commitment to you, or gave you any false hope, neither did i say that i love you. Did i?" He asked her, in a very cold tone. She looked at him through her teary eyes. It's getting difficult for her to even breathe. "It was your eyes, the damn eyes. Who gave me the false hope. They say, "Eyes speak the truth," but what about mine? Couldn't you feel the sincerity within them, expressing my deep affection for you? Why didn't you see the love shining in them? Was it too complex to understand? Couldn't you notice the warmth as they gazed at you? They search for you in every corner, If only you realized how they silently echoed the emotions I couldn't articulate. They say, "Eyes never deceive." But what about yours? They played a trick on me when they met mine, painting a facade of a world that wasn't real. They made me feel loved, Leading me into a belief that crumbled, louder than your spoken promises. Why did they betray me? Was it your eyes or you that masked the truth?" He stayed still, not moving or saying anything at her statement. --