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{LIE} Lost in Existence [Editing]
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(First book in the Tragedy Cycle)
"I wish for death."
In 13 days, a girl will take her life.
In 13 days, a girl will finally find peace.
In 13 days, Lucy Nelson will die.
Lucy has nothing left. She’s lost all hope. That’s why on May 13th, Lucy is going to take her own life. It’s Friday the 13th, the perfect time to do it.
She has no friends. None of her family is living. She has no future planned. No money. No one at the orphanage cares about her. She has nowhere to go.
And, quite frankly, she just doesn’t want to live anymore.
Look into the life of a girl who only has 13 days left to live. See how poisoned her mind has become and see the thoughts have formed because of the simple fact that she has no one and no one wants her.
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