One suicidal girl
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Complete Mon, Jun 22, 2015<5 mins
This is not a book as in like a girls story about whats happening to her, unlike a book like that, it probably wont have a happy ending. this is more like a diary of my life, the bits i dont tell people. i will writenwhat im thinking and wontdelete anything i write. this will literally be the thourghts in my head onto paper, well not paper but you get whati mean. i wont glorify anything because eating dissorders and deppresion and self harm, arent funny, anything but funny. heres my diary, i guess, about my secret life, and suicidal thourghts.
WARNING! MAY BE TRIGGERING!
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