My Suicide Note
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Ever since I moved to Louisiana, I've not only been bullied, but I've watched people get bullied and I didn't do much about it. I've heard the worst of everything. I've been through the worst of everything. With my mom having cancer and growing up surrounded by bullies, i had a tough time getting through. For a while, I stopped loving my life and hated everything. I even thought of suicide. I overcame everything. My mom left me here in this world. this bitter world that I promise I would change if I could. I wrote this 8th grade year and many people told me this needs to be seen. Please read and share.
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