"I know. I'm sorry, baby." Is all I get out before I begin to cry too. I don't cry about Josh, however. I cry because for the first time ever, disappointment appears on Ellie Ann's face." Josh begans getting really caught up in his job. So much so, that he stays away from home for months, and with a three year old daughter, Jen becomes really angry, and starts to wonder wher the old Josh went, the one she married just four years ago.