Passing By

There I was, watching the leaves move by the wind. Hearing the kids scream and laugh and cry. I was also thinking, thinking what happened this month. How everything changed. Each and everyday it just got better to worse. I thought I was about to cry but I held it back. So no one can see. I didn't want to embarrass myself like I always do. I try to keep a smile when Craig came up to me but I couldn't. I cried everything out and as I see him on by my side I tell him everything that happen this month. His arm on my side and how he's hugging me to death as I tell him. This day is the day I felt like everything happen.