I'm not what you wanted

Isang babaeng may mapait na nakaraan..

Cold person..
mapagisa..
at walang kinikilalang kaibigan...

maaattract sakanya ang isang sikat at isa sa kinahahangaang varsity player sa University nila...
isang taong hindi rin mahilig sa love,madali ma bore at unfriendly ring tao....

pano kaya mababago ang tadhana ng dalawa...

Pano kung mainlove ka sa tanong di marunong magmahal,
taong kahit anong effort ang gawin mo, parang wala parin............
taong may kung anong pinanghahawakan...........

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hindi ako.......
Hindi ganon................

hindi ako tulad ng inaasahan mo.

Siguro sa mga simple at may natural na buhay madali lang ang lahat ng bagay, madali ang buhay.......
madaling sabihin, madaling isipin ,madali ring simulan at gawin pero mahirap panindigan
madaling magmahal at madaling masaktan.....

pero pano kung hindi ako ganun, pano kung sabihin kung wala akong balak mag mahal ,pano kung sabihin kong magkaiba tayo, hindi ako tulad ng ibang tao
hindi kase lahat ng bagay, kung gusto mo pwede na, may pagkakataong gusto mo lang pero hindi , hindi talaga pwede.

I'm not an ordinary one for you to consider, just please find someone who could love you back, because sorry I'm not.
I'm sorry...
don't ever make me fall in love to you cause I can't...................
don't waste those efforts just for me
I'm not deserves you

find someone ........

I didn't love you
I swear I didn't
I keep showing that to you

but when you look into my eyes I cant keep the truth...
you're finding it into my eyes..........

I cant resist

and

yes I am yes
but I can't
I cant..

and

yes I do love you too
yes I do have dreams

and it's you.