I want it all - Wattys2015
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Last published Sun, Jul 26, 2015
Have you ever felt different? Stuck in a society that doesn’t really seem to be able to accept you, what is the only chance you have?
To be like them.
During her entire life, Emma tried to be the person the world was expecting her to be. But between the sacre walls of her own cranium, her mind is like a jungle, and her spirit is lively. She tries to be ‘normal’, to save the appearances, because she is afraid no one will ever understand her real self. She has also known solitude and rejection, so she built a mask for herself. And she tried to live with it.
But can someone live like that?
When her boyfriend proposes, everything explodes inside her. The mysterious man she meets will destroy every mask she ever wore. He seems to crave her dark sides, but who will be the real dark one?
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