My Screwed Up Life

Hi my name is savannah! Im a thirteen year old girl in the 8th grade. im kinda going through some hard times but im the happy type so i cover it up. only my closest friends know whats going on behind that smile. Im not popular but im not a nobody so you could say im middle class in school. I kinda have anger issues when someone pisses me off like seriously i WILL punch yyou in the face. I like this guy who is realllllyy cute and sweet but being the retard i am me and my friends gave him a code name. his code name is hot cheetos. im OBSESSED with those chips my mom has to hide them from me. Anyway today he found out i liked him and i kinda freaked out. He found out because one of my close friends told my enemy(yes i have an enemy dont judge me) cuz she was tryna get him to be friends with her. Then this jackass
decides to go and tell him. i got really pissed off at him. Anyywayyy i have alot of shit going onm in my life. apperently i cant stay out of fights, i get into one almost every week. I got into a fight with this girl over text message because she was telling my friend that she was a mistake. So i texted her and told her to stop baming people for her problems then she starts telling me that im an ugly ass nobody and that i should go kill myself.