Are you there God? It's me, an average confused teen

Olivia is fourteen. She is not a stoner, but likes weed. She is not anorexic, but sometimes forgets to eat. She is also not a prep, but is spending her summer in a town full of them. So when she discovers the small group of teenagers in the town that are just like her, outsiders, summer becomes two months of figuring out why she is who she is. Why she sometimes sees things that aren't always there, why she hates her family, and why she can't remember things like she used to.