Dear Ana,
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"I fell into darkness but I didn't mind, I liked it."
Amy Adams thought everything was alright, but when she heard her very best friend Rose committed suicide, her world turned upside down. Amy couldn't understand, why?
But Amy found Rose's diary at her wake and everything became clear. Rose was anorexic. Rose wrote about her two guardians Ana and Mia, they helped her, or something. Amy didn't understand a thing, but not for long. Because Amy would also meet her fate with the two angels of death.
Just like Rose.
Amy has a hard time fitting in after her only connection to a social life left her alone.
Amy get's lost and tries to save herself.
But how can you pull yourself out of a hole where you can't see the edge?
Amy does make new friends and she even falls in love but everything is on the verge of falling apart.
How does she plan on keeping her 'new habit' a secret? and when will Amy really understand?
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