Death, that is all that i can think of, But that was before you came, now all i can think of is you, but you bring a further pain in to my life a pain i swore it never existed in this world as i had the worst of all pain, as i thought it couldn't get any worst you made it worst. You made me feel more hopeless, more guilty, more cold, more dark, more fear, you make me feel more "dead" But you also make me fill more than ever, as i never have been "alive".