The first time Emily cut was for instant relief of the sadness she was carrying , weighing down in her like an anchor pulling her further and further towards rock bottom . When she meets an amazing boy who makes her feel again , what will she do to keep what they have afloat . Emily learns she has to make a choice between instant gratification or a life full of unknown treasures with this mystery boy . What will happen next? Will it just be another struggle with suicide story or a story about a strong willed girl willing to pull through for the people she loves .