Confessions Of The Averse
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Publikasi terakhir Sab, Jun 20, 2015
most stories either start with a sad beginning or a happy beginning. this story starts with neither.
this story starts with me,Laurianne.
Laurianne Iris Hansen......hi.
i wouldn't say i'm the type of girl people look up to. I'm 17, don't have a car, don't have a job, don't have a boyfriend, i don't even have a voice. well, i have a voice, i just have never used it. I'm a selective mute. don't ask me why, that isn't something that's open for discussion. It is what it is, soldier.
Anyway, there's a lot of things i've always wanted to tell people, like 'hey!! your hot, i want your number!' or, 'here's how i'm feeling' or even, 'i would like 2 cheeseburgers and a milkshake.' but because for some reason my brain thinks its better for me to stay quiet. figures.
**cover by @tothosewhowalk**
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