Watch Me Disappear
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Mae Chan is a sweet, loving and caring 18 year old who is going through a hard time. The last thing her boyfriend, Steven Manson, and her 3 closest friends October Dawn and Damian Parrish (both of them are dating) along with Bree Philips, would expect is for Mae to be suffering with body issues. Mae's life suddenly starts to spiral down as she goes from a lively happy girl to a thin, fragile depressed one. She begins to feel she's out of control on what happens in her life and the only thing she can control is her eating. This leads her pummeling down into a world of anorexia. Steven, October, Bree, and Damian try to help her before it's too late..but will they be able to change Mae's mind and help her become healthy again?
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