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Petals of Oleander [Editing/Rewriting]
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Last published Mon, Sep 18, 2017
To the me who remembers,
I'm not myself anymore. My sight has been deteriorating for a while now, but I've been told that's normal. Maybe if I had my memories back, I wouldn't feel so terrified of myself. Something within me is telling me I have nothing to be afraid of, but that's impossible; it's just the poison talking.
Nothing's been the same after that so-called 'treatment'. My world--or, what I think is my world--is one part of two. Though I guess you'd know this already, since you're from the other world.
I guess I inherited all your problems, too. Next time, make sure to not get in between a demon and an angel.
With appreciation,
Coyan Oleander
(Cover photo credit: zandraart on tumblr)
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