I am only human

Today was the first day. I'm not sure why I did it. Maybe it was because of my friends. Maybe it was because of the bullies. Maybe I was fed up of the pain. Fed of of the world. I have been thinking about it for a while, but never thought I would actually do it. I have friends who do. Lots of them. But I also had a friend who despise people who do. Maybe I done it to show her that it don't change you as a person. That it's the only way to stop yourself from hurting. That it's not as hard as you think to not do it after all that we humans go through. It's not hard.