The Beauty of the Soul

I guess you can say life isn't easy at times, I know I get it, but trying to presciently trying to take your life away because you think you aren't loved... Is wrong. You try and try to not maintain your spot in this world and when you just close your eyes your gone... Your gone to another universe which you now see that ever since you left to that universe you are currently in, you start seeing that people actually cared about you and leaving to that other universe can make someone get into catastrophic measures. This other universe your in you have to start all fresh again. Your starting in a new body where you get to start all over again.
Will you gain the people you love trust again?