A Beautiful Mistake

My name is December Abigail Thompson. I am a pregnant, soon to be mother, at the age of 17. The father of my child doesn't know yet. This journal is to tell my story through the mistake that I made at a stupid party. Yes, my baby is a mistake. Now I have heard almost every religious girl at my school say, "It's a blessing from God to have a baby. It isn't a mistake," but yes it is. I didn't mean to get pregnant at my age. I didn't want to make the decisions that are difficult to make to support another life. Just like if you get into a car accident, and you tell your parents, "I didn't mean to is was an accident. Kids my age make mistakes." This is like that but a little different. See now I have to make a decision of what I think would be best for the baby which seems impossible. How can I determine the future? What if I make the wrong decision and make it's life miserable?
But I am taking responsibility for my hormonal actions. So this is my story. This is my most beautiful mistake.