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You could say Jessica is one of The 1975's biggest fans. When they start their UK tour, she manages to get her hands on quite a few tickets for around the country, in hope she can finally meet and thank them.
But at their final UK date, a disaster occurs when she's refused permission to finally meet her idols. They just simply didn't have time to say 'Hey'.
But not all is lost. Jessica wakes up in hospital with Matty Healy beside her bed.
You could say he's her savior. But he could just be guilt-ridden.
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Warning - Some chapters may contain parts that some readers may find upsetting//hard to read. --- Talk of rape. Mental health. Drug and drink abuse and self harm. . . . This is the only warning I'll put on.
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