"Sha these things are never easy because either way it's just torture. You don't want to not know but are you prepared?" "Yea." "So you are honestly prepared for the possibility that you walk in and your boyfriend and baby's father be lying there dead?" Sha didn't answer she just started to cry. "I'm not... I will never be. I love Josh, he is my world, my heart, and my love and I know I will never love anyone on the same level. He hurt me so much but I don't mind. I don't... because I know just as well as he that a departure makes for a way better reunion and he loves me regardless of anything, anyone, or what he says and I don't mind Shy." He hugged her and she just cried even more. They eventually got to go in. Sha walked up to the body covered in a white sheet. The room was silent except Sha's intense heartbeat. Shy watched closely behind Sha holding his arms out in case she fell. The attendant and monitor were silent and slowly with sympathetic eyes. The body was