Love and loss, problems, help me? [Random Photo From Me]

Can you please help me. I've experienced some love and loss in my life. Still actually. I'm having some teenage problems, since I'm gay. And some people dispise me.. And some just wont believe me. Friens left me behind when I told them. I only have a few real friends left.. I'm just feeling sick of being called a fag or an ugly ass homophobic. I just can't handle such pressure anymore. Can you HELP me?