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I Know You Won't See This But Please Help...

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Raven has lived a troubled life and has tried everything to make it better. She tried fixing things with her incarcerated dad and junkie mother but all she got was extra bruises. She gets abused in every way possible and just cant deal with her life. She believes she is dead on the inside and just cant get be fixed. Raven cuts all the time but all that does is making her beatings worse. But she does have one last hope before she completely kills herself on a planned day and even though her chances are extremely slim better try than give up early on. What is her one hope you ask? She hopes that her favorite bands and youtubers will somehow notice her and change her life around. Stupid isn't it, she thought, but she hasn't given up on them and doesn't plan to until she is dead. Every day before her beatings or before she hurts herself she will go on twitter for one last call for mercy. Always the same response of being ignored but what if one day she gets noticed and things change? or will things get worse?

@XxRavensingsxX : @JohnnieGuilbert I know you won't see this but please help...

*gets beating*

@XxRavensingsxX : @blackveilbrides I know you won't see this but please help...

*cuts over old scars*

@XxRavensingsxX : @SWStheband I know you won't see this but please help...

*doesn't eat*

@XxRavensingsxX : @KyleDavidHall I know you won't see this but please help...
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@KyleDavidHall : @XxRavensingsxX I see you! what's up?

(I do not own any of the characters in this book and I also made up XxRavensingsxX so do not look it up even though the other twitter names are real. I have not seen a story like this so please don't steal anything from here without giving credit. I will also put trigger warnings at the beginning if needed and say when its over)All Rights Reserved

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The Street Fighter (#Wattys2014) by KenZ_Dizzy95

"Talk to you about it?" I asked with a dark laugh. "it's not as easy as you make it sound," "Yes, Garret! Talking! You know what that is right? It's very easy! You just open your mouth and let the words that are in your head, come out of your mouth." "It's not that simple," I fought down emotions that were building up. "Yes, it is! See, i'm doing it right now!" "No-it's not!" "Yes!" "No!" "Yes! just talk, dang it!-" "You just expect it to be easy to talk about my dead parents?! About how guilty I feel for not visiting their grave for the past 11 years?! I didn't even realize how long it's been, I had pretty much forgotten about them for 11 years! Do you know what kind of guilt is eating at me right now!" I shouted in angst, my hands grabbing at the clothes on top of my head and pushing it into myself, wanting to just be shielded away from everything I was feeling, guilt, sadness, from thinking about more people I've lost in my life. Before I could even react, Keeley's tiny arms wrapped themselves around my torso. ~  Garret had a difficult life. His parent's died when he was 10, and he got moved around for 4 year's in foster care. He finally find's a home where he feels like he's family, He has a mom, dad and a brother. 4 years later things happen and everything start's to go wrong. People die and people you thought you knew show a whole different side. Garret finds himself distancing from everybody. Because if he's not close to anybody, they cant get hurt. Right?  One day while at a fight he runs into Keeley, who is a spirited and confident little fireball. when they met it left an impression on Garret, soon he finds himself wanting to know her more. and soon, he find's himself falling for her.  Everyone Garret's ever loved has died, has gotten hurt, or stabbed him in the back.will he be able to trust her enough to let her close,or push her away to keep them both from getting hurt? © 2013

Destiny Brought us Here by your_holy_obsession

She's beautiful, I'm literally half blind, and I can see that. She's not perfect, she's rough around the edges, and it's that raw imperfection that drives me off the edge. I'm obsessed with every little thing about her. The way she saunters around like the entire world belongs to her... and let's be honest-it does. She doesn't just walk, she commands the ground beneath her feet, she's got assholes lining up for miles to kiss her sweet round ass, and she knows it. ⭐️----------------------⭐️ Alexandra is your seemingly normal, mundane, hardworking southern girl. Working whatever job she can find, but in reality she's a hitman for hire, she doesn't care who her target is... She kills first and asks questions later. She's trying to keep her brother afloat while she's swimming with blood-thirsty sharks. But when Adam comes into her life, everything starts to crumble, everything she's worked for, everything she knows and loves. Does she spiral? Or does she pull herself together enough to bring down the real villain of the story. Adam... A detective who's worked day and night, losing sleep in finding the mysterious killer who calls herself viper, leaving calling cards, and teasing the police. Until, he finds her- but for some reason..he can't find it in him to arrest her- why? Soon he finds himself questioning.. Who's really the monster hiding under his bed? 18+!! Trigger warnings: sexual content, murder, mentions of SA, torture & suicide, cults and gang affiliations ©All Rights Reserved. This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, events, and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or real events is purely coincidental. No reproduction of any kind is permitted without the author's prior consent. (Always wanted to do that.)

SEVEN DAYS by Estyshawl

"What colour of panties are you wearing?" "Excuse me?" She countered "I won't repeat the question again" "Red. They're red" she swallowed "Reach below your gown. Pull it. And hand it over to me" "Why would you want it? It's just a piece of material" she faltered. "They're yours. I want it simply because they're yours. You're aroused. So they're wet. They're going to be soaked with your juices. The very essence of you. I'm going to sniff it, lick it, all the while imagining that it's you, torturing myself until Saturday. The day I fuck you" ~♦||•♦•||♦~ In this erotic romance, Raven Edens is forced to accept an offer, to save her family's life. She's been a good girl her whole life, always took responsibility, always did what was right. Until the day she finds out, her father sold her family to the devil. literally. And she's the one who has to pay. These men were rich, ruthless, and fucking dangerous. If they wanted, they could make her entire family disappear from the face of the Earth. And to pay off her family's debts, she must give herself to the master, for 7 days, for he and the whole bloody organization to do whatever they wanted with her. seemed a small price to pay, for the billions her father owed right? but does she come out of this, the same? 7 days of the utimate sins. carnality was welcomed. Nothing was shunned out. Every fantasy, every desire was fed, explored, and she was the meal. RAVEN EDENS: "7 days of the utmost sins. I'm terrified! I'm surrendering to the unknown. I've never done that before. I exist on control. And to unleash that to someone else, is devastating. I'm afraid my body's going to shatter, or war and say it has needs. I'm afraid I can't keep my body in a tight leash, and under control, after this. One thing's sure though. I'm never going to remain the same again. WARNING: MATURE CONTENT! & EXPLICIT SEX SCENES! (Also, there may be lots of swearing, sexual coercion & public sexual displays!)

Never let go... [EDGE OF WINTER FAN FICTION] ~book 1~ by Loopy112

~Book 1~ ❄️not 100% like the movie. I'm gonna be adding my own reasons why Elliot and their mom aren't together. ❄️ Elizabeth (Ella) Oakley is a 15 almost 16 year old girl with a bunch of secrets. She is also Caleb's "sister". Since Bradly is an ass towards both Ella and Caleb they decided to join forces and stick together. Bradley (Brad) is 16 and also has secrets. He doesn't have friends and is kinda shy. He has a hatred in his heart towards the world and no one knows why. Caleb is 14. He is like Ella's brother. They sick up for each other and do fun things together. He loves his dad and doesn't see the wrong in most things. One day Caleb tells Ella that Bradley and him are going on a trip with their dad and that she should go. She said yes, of course. Little did she know, what started out the shooting lessons in the middle of the woods would turn into their worst nightmare. Bradley has to reveal some secrets along with Ella and he has to start using his brotherly love and instinct to survive. What happens when Ella discover the biggest secret the boys have. And her life is put on the line ___________________________________________ "I don't hate you," he says getting up," I never have!" "What do you mean. I thought- you just treat me like shit," I tell and walk up to the window "I-I'm just...forget it," he says plopping backdown on the bed "What is it," I ask walking up to him "I can't tell you," he says shaking "Why not," I sit next to him He looks at me and says, "Because. He'll hurt you." ___________________________________________ 🚨 I wrote this story YEARS ago, so it is a bit cringey. ⚠️ WARNING⚠️ : Cussing, mental and physical abuse.

My vampire mate (currently re-writing) by fuck_off04

A 15 year old girl faces the extremes starting from a young age... Abuse, mentally..physically..emotionally.. hatred, depression, suicidal thoughts, attempts, and more. All things she eventually had to learn how to handle on her own. But a vampire now... how will she face face this new ' extreme'? I grew up with a abusive family, all of them reminding me every day how worthless I was, how i was the mistake and the one ruining the family name, and didn't Belong. Until one unexpected night I was taken by a guy who is a vampire and claims me as his mate... Y/n is a teenage girl who is abused and hurt by not only her family, but other people she meets at school, she was counted as a outcast, freak, etc.. one night she goes out and is almost raped but is saved and kidnapped by a guy who ends up claiming to be a vampire who claims she is his mate, and that she belongs to him. Will she find love with him? Or will she fight their connection? ^ THIS BOOK IS WRITTEN FROM YOUR POV (point of view) ^ *swearing* * inappropriate * *slow updates* *first book* *no hate please if you don't like it stop reading* * probably extremely cringy* ( You have been warned) ( not very good at descriptions you'll have to read to find out) > This is a copy right story< READ AT YOUR OWN RISK BUT PLEASE LOOK AT THE TAGS, THIS BOOK CONTAINS MASSIVE DEPRESSION, DEPRESSION THOUGHTS, SUICIDAL ATTEMPTS, AND MANY OTHER THINGS THAT CAN TRIGGER MULTIPLE THINGS IN THAT CATEGORY, INCLUDING EATING DISORDERS. PLEASE IF THIS IS A TRIGGER FOR YOU, PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. Thank you. #4 abuse 2021 #16 attempted rape 2021 #3 in abuse 2022

I'm Unwanted by Justasadhomeschooler

Raven Scott has a huge family. 13 siblings to be exact. 6 adopted, 7 not. Raven is the least favorite kid. She's the only abused child. And at school, she's the only bullied one. Tyler Short has a small family. 1 sibling, and she's in a different country. Tyler was a loved and cared for child. and he's never been bullied. Seems like they're complete opposites right? +++ "You lied." He says as he looks at me with such disappointment in his eyes. "And you believed me." I say back. I know he cares, but I can't trust anything right now. Not when my whole life is crumbling. #1 in mentally unstable- 3/8/22 #2 in Dramatic- 5/21/22 #3 in suicidal - 2/14/22 (Book 1 out of 7, I'm Unwanted) (Book 2 out of 7, I'm finally Wanted) (Book 3 out of 7, Perfectly Ourselves) (Book 4 out of 7, Not so Perfect) (Book 5 out of 7, Beautiful Crazy) (Book 6 out of 7, His Sunflower)

The Other One | Sirius Black by queenoftinyviolins

"I'm sorry, I just... remembered something," she muttered as her fingers traced the scars on her throat. He placed his hands on her shoulders before whispering, "It's just me." "It's just you," she sighed. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Joanna Potter has always been in the shadow of her older brother and his friends, but when she befriends both of the Black brothers it's more than she bargained for. At Hogwarts, the war seemed far away, but she gets pulled right into the middle of it with a huge betrayal from one of them. Has Jo been placing her trust in the wrong person or is there more they aren't letting on? Spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3yOjU2CRHM1ztBy8eqix7n?si=SlKUDz-tQQ6LXRr34HrR4Q&utm_source=copy-link (I do not condone Rowling's transphobic beliefs, so let's set aside the person from the work.)

My Hero Is A Gangleader by MercyAlovewriter

*{COMPLETED}* *First book of MHIAG* That's when I remembered that I bumped into someone. I looked up quickly to be met with two grey eyes looking me deep in the eye, that's how I remembered that I only know one person with those eyes. Once I realized the person I quickly break the eye contact and mumbled sorry once I found out that the whole people in the cafeteria eyes are on us and I ran out of the cafeteria. -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-**-*-*-*-*-*--*-*-*-*-*- A 17 years old girl named Ashley Thomas who is always being abused by her drunken and abusive uncle. She has no idea where her parents are. But has faith that they are still alive. She is one broken girl 🥀 that needs to be fixed 🌷. Chase Martins the true definition of a bad boy who is not only a bad boy but a gang leader. His one guy stuck in the darkness.... that needs light. Read to see how they meet each others eyes, face more challenges and try to follow their feelings... MY SAVIOUR - Second book *SORRY BUT THIS BOOK NEEDS MAJOR EDITTING!!* MY BEST COMMENTS: Mae_softball_99 I love this so much... Keep up the great work.😊😊😊 Mimiandrodger Your an amazing writer! I love this soooo much! ashanti432 Omg I can't wait to this story update I'm so stuck to this story😂❤️❤️ when I get that notification its a done deal😂#loveyourstory MY BEST OF ALL BEST FROM @TwilightEverdawn No, you give me something to look forward to everyday. YOU put a smile on my face with your witty words and lovely writing. You create beauty with every sentence you build, ......... You are like a wizard you create a spell on your book that make it magical.... *SORRY BUT THIS BOOK NEEDS MAJOR EDITTING!!!* ~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~•~• STILL MORE BEAUTIFUL COMMENTS.... #1 saved #4 gangs 28 Nov 2018 #9 2018 28 Nov 2018 #19 gangleader 28 Nov 2018 #26 abusive 28 Nov 2018

Raven Storm by no1name1111

Some storms come and go. Raven became one. Raven Storm has learned to survive in silence. At home, she hides bruises behind bandages and fear behind a blank stare. At school, she's the outcast-judged, hated, blamed for something she couldn't control. The world turned its back on her. So she did the same. Then came him. The boy who won't stop talking. The one who looks at her like she's worth seeing. The one who says he understands-but never says why. Thrown together for a class project, Raven and Adrien are forced into each other's lives. She just wants to stay invisible. He's hiding something beneath every smile. They were never meant to trust. Never meant to care. Definitely never meant to fall. But fate doesn't ask. And secrets don't stay buried forever. Because Adrien isn't who he says he is. And Raven's father isn't just a monster-he's a target. In a world of lies, violence, and betrayal, the only thing more dangerous than the truth... ...is the way they're starting to feel. Well, I am shit at writing summaries or something like that so I asked my bestie Chat gbt ; so yeah! Enjoy! BTW: I going to be completely honest I reread the first few chapters and they may be a little rough to read in terms of grammar and so on but I promise it gets better in the further chapters. I apologize beforehand.

The First Fall by sunsetstar35

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The Street Fighter (#Wattys2014)

"Talk to you about it?" I asked with a dark laugh. "it's not as easy as you make it sound," "Yes, Garret! Talking! You know what that is right? It's very easy! You just open your mouth and let the words that are in your head, come out of your mouth." "It's not that simple," I fought down emotions that were building up. "Yes, it is! See, i'm doing it right now!" "No-it's not!" "Yes!" "No!" "Yes! just talk, dang it!-" "You just expect it to be easy to talk about my dead parents?! About how guilty I feel for not visiting their grave for the past 11 years?! I didn't even realize how long it's been, I had pretty much forgotten about them for 11 years! Do you know what kind of guilt is eating at me right now!" I shouted in angst, my hands grabbing at the clothes on top of my head and pushing it into myself, wanting to just be shielded away from everything I was feeling, guilt, sadness, from thinking about more people I've lost in my life. Before I could even react, Keeley's tiny arms wrapped themselves around my torso. ~  Garret had a difficult life. His parent's died when he was 10, and he got moved around for 4 year's in foster care. He finally find's a home where he feels like he's family, He has a mom, dad and a brother. 4 years later things happen and everything start's to go wrong. People die and people you thought you knew show a whole different side. Garret finds himself distancing from everybody. Because if he's not close to anybody, they cant get hurt. Right?  One day while at a fight he runs into Keeley, who is a spirited and confident little fireball. when they met it left an impression on Garret, soon he finds himself wanting to know her more. and soon, he find's himself falling for her.  Everyone Garret's ever loved has died, has gotten hurt, or stabbed him in the back.will he be able to trust her enough to let her close,or push her away to keep them both from getting hurt? © 2013