*TW* This story will deal with issues such as self harm, depression and eating disorders *TW*
They were both tainted by the world's dark claws. Maybe in the past, their story could've been the central branch of an unmistakable cliche, but no more was that the case, and there were all sorts of scars to prove it.
He was the most important member of any existent cliche, a high school bad boy, but that title didn't last for long. Now he was simply a mute, and his 'bad boy fame' became a forgotten grave buried in the past. In one night, his whole world came crashing down on him, and no one was there to put his pieces back together.
She was the girl everyone assumed had the perfect life, again, you might think, 'maybe she's bound to brew up into a stereotypical cliche'. But no, that definitely wasn't the case. In reality, the pressuring life she was leading caused her to take desperate measures to control the daily pain and rejection brought upon her, and no one -not even her family- had the time to realise it.
Now when these two worlds collide what do we get? Simply, it's a staccato lilt. A beautifully broken lullaby, where most of the notes were memorably embedded into one's heart, despite some being slightly jagged on the edges. It's time for two lonely souls to write their song, a melody so powerful, that no one could ever forget.
***this book contains suicidal thoughts and tendencies, may not be appropriate for younger audiences***
In which she looks for the purpose of life.
Lily Carter's parents died in a car crash leaving her and Laura, girl was depressed long before her parents passed away and with all the problems turning up now, Lily felt more miserable - if that's even possible.
With her journey to look for life's purpose and grab the small pinch of HOPE - which is ironically her second name -, will she finally snap at the pressure and finally end it all? or will a small light lit her darkened world of grief and loneliness?
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"So you know. The little goth girl who gets bullied is indeed a mess. There's this mess in her head that eats her alive everyday isn't it? What to do now Kaden? Tell the whole neighborhood and recieve an award for taking out a crazy in this world?" I spit like vomit.
His eyes warmed up as I finished, "Lily. It isn't like that"
"What is it then? People stopped caring... they gave up, why aren't you?" I fought my tears.
"Because I feel the need to care. Did Leigh hurt you? Did she hit you?" he finally noticed the unusual redness of my cheek.
I don't like the way he told me he needed to care for me. I felt like an obligation, a responsibility that he is carrying and carrying leads to getting tired and when people gets tired, they give up. I don't want them to give up on me. But they will, so it's good not to make them care for me in the first place.
"I never needed anyone. I stopped needing anyone before, why start now?" I uttered the words again.
Why?
There is nothing to fight for. No mama. No papa. No sister to love me. No one. So why would I waste my life and the time of others to fix what is already broken - and someone who doesn't want to be fixed? If I may add.
Maybe I gave up. No, scratch that. I gave up a long time ago - when my parents died, my hope and purpose went away with them.