Torn.
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Last published Fri, Jul 3, 2015
Hi, my name is Evan James Hudson and I have a pretty good life if I only pay attention to the good things. I have the best friend in the world, an amazing girlfriend, and a mom that loves me and makes sure I'm healthy and safe. If I pay attention to the bad stuff then yes, I probably don't have a very good life. My dad abused me for a year before he finally walked out on us, I get bullied constantly and my family doesn't have much money, my best friend lives in such a bad house and I can't help him and it eats me alive. It's not bad, but it's not good. It only gets worse when I start realizing the more than friends feeling I start to notice whenever I'm around my best friend. Am I going to tell him and act on it ? Or will I ignore it, like I do with everything else ?
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