laughter is what hurts the most

This is about a very ill girl called Alexa who has been stuck with her sickness for over four years now. Her parents have been spending every scent on her to keep her alive, but one day Alexa let go and died. Alexa didn't go to heaven or hell though she was stuck in the middle and now she is exactly the same except she is a different person. She is not ill anymore but she laughs a lot but her laughter is what hurts the most.