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"I'm gonna do it." She said moving closer to the edge of the bed, "I'm on the edge; literally. I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna jump off." She giggled slightly.

"Do it." I said with a bright smile on my face.

Her eyebrows were pushed together sadly, "you won't go to the bottom and catch me?" She asked looking into my eyes.

I shook my head no, "I'll be right next to you as you fall. Why should I be at the bottom if you don't want to be here? And I'm sure as hell not going to let myself walk this earth without you. So I'll be with you at a better place." I grabbed her hand and pulled her closer to me. She laid my head on my chest and closed her eyes.

"And out of all these things I've done, I would love you better now." Sang my laptop, and maybe I'll see her in that better place a littler sooner than I'd expect.