hey, remember that one night?
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Lengkap Sel, Jun 23, 2015<5 mins
bloomington, Indiana
often, my mind stumbles into a particular winter night.
a joint funded home surrounded by side street labyrinths
nicholas and i enjoying a good friend's house party.
a first time for his confession:
what loving me meant.
both spilling bloody, mushy guts all over the table,
i have not forgotten since.
after writing this, i now know why.
- i cannot tell which seems to be burning more, the fire or my heart. -
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