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ON HOLD- <3 Darling It Will Be Okay <3 (A Johnnie Guilbert Fanfiction)

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This story is about a Young girl named Alyx Frost who has to live through a tough life at home and at school leaving her with depression and anxiety.  But her life changes when a new kid arrives at her school.  She starts to unravel odd secrets about her family and past.  Things she never would have guessed would happen, happen.  The new kid triggered something in her.  But the question is, what was triggered? Love? Lust? Heart break? Or a new found power?  Read Darling It Will Be Okay to find out more.

(WARNING: This story includes s3x, verbal and physical abuse, self harm, depression, anxiety, bulimia, alcohol and smoking.  So if you are sensitive to those topics please do not read the story.)All Rights Reserved

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