[[[This story has been rewritten and published as "Toxicant". This is unedited and quite a mess really. Though you are welcome to read it, I personally think the rewritten version is better!]]]
Kathena Koda knows one thing for sure: she's kind of odd. Sure, her partner, which happens to be a spider, is the only thing that she can call family, and yes, her body does carry poison, but it's not like she knows anything about her clan in the first place.
Without memory of who she was before the Hidden Leaf, Kathena is determined to find her village, her mother, and more importantly - herself.
With the aid of the voice in her head that leads to something bigger and her talking companion, she might be able to accomplish her goals, but nothing is ever easy, and life sure as hell ain't fair.
UNEDITED
Amai Reshima. A talented girl who refuses to be a ninja ever again after all the tragedy that has be fallen her. She even goes to the extent where she hates the Genin. Believing that they don't know anything about the sacrifice that they signed up for or the pain that will follow. So after living in her village for two years doing nothing, Amai is exiled to Kohona. There she meets the Third Hokage who puts her on team seven. She agrees with the terms but with one small change. She won't have to take off her hood until she sees fit. And if she still doesn't like them, she wants to be relocated to a more professional squad.
With the secrets she is clearly hiding, team seven doesnt know if they can trust her and with her pushing them away it makes it even harder. Kakashi is afraid that she may turn against the village and betray everyone. Though not even he knows the demons she carries. The curse her family has kept secret for centuries. Only she will be able to overcome but it doesn't mean it has to be by herself.