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depression self-harm

Some of the stuff I will say or write is true. So please, no disrespect. I love all my readers.


This book is about a girl named Brooklyn cartello. She has the usual day to day high school drama. She's your typical emo, melodramatic,"scene" kid if you will. She has the normal daddy issues, brother in jail, drunk mom, family issues. Her boyfriend, Chris, was the only good thing in her life. He hated all of her piercings and tattoos. But, he loved her so he dealt with it all. 

ONLY some of this is true. I need to make that clear up front before anyone thinks all of this is true.

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UNDERGROUND by kima3126

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Maybe by IronyDreams

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Kai's History by EnderLeal2

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The Possessive Gang Leaders Princess by 90sxroses

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