Drowning In Tears

Do you ever feel so down like there's no way out? You're looking around, but there's no end in sight. Well it happens to me all the time. There are always times I feel like my friends are turning on me and there's nothing I can do, and other times things from my past, feelings from my past take over me and I know that I have to deal with it. I'm Eva, last name prefered not to be said. My entire life has been ups and downs. What happens in a life where you have no dad you didn't live with your mom for the longest time and when you move in you get a stepdad that helps you find your best friend and then two of them die. When you finally move to a house a hundred miles from your best friend will you stay friends, or walk away? In 8th grade, are your friends really turning on you or are you turning on yourself? When memories on your friends that past start coming in will you talk to someone about it or push them aside and live your life? I guess we'll find out what happens.