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Finding Love (boyxboy)

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Reads 505
Votes 5
Parts 16
Time 1h 4m

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I pulled down my long sleeves, My black hair covered my grey (contact) eyes.
People don't pay attention to me, it sucks. I know what you're thinking, and you're wrong.
I don't have ANY friends, the closest I've got is the razor blade in my bathroom. 
Nah, I'm not going to give you my sob story, so don't worry. 

I've never made any friends before... I'm just not a likeable person. 
I guess I'm what you would classify me as is a loner...
My parents... well, I don't really have any...
brothers or sisters? nope.
I'm all alone is this world...All Rights Reserved

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Sandstorm by DragonTron

I'm not very tall, I have obnoxious white hair. It's like I could stick out in a crowd. But not really... I promise I'm not old, I was born like this. I normally don't care about how I look, I used to never care. We used to be childhood friends. Grew up together, laughed and played games together. We shared great memories together. But the second we went to the academy. It shattered. He betrayed me. He ruined our friendship, all over popularity. I could've been better off without him. Better off if he just never came into my life. Better off if he never came into my life? I don't know anymore.

The Suicide Equation by William007w

For the last month I've had nothing but dark thoughts. I finally decided to speak to someone about it. I went to Mr.Harn and told him everything. All he did was hold me and bring me to the schools councilor. He told her the story I was able to utter. She called my mother and arranged for me to be put into therapy. I spoke with her for half an hour. "You've been through way to much for a girl your age!" She said in astonishment. "I know." I replied. "How are you alive?" She asked with both worry and curiosity. "I honestly don't know." I spoke the truth. How am I still alive?

Can I Stay The Night? [BoyxBoy] (Completed) by Blandishments

My life is pretty normal. I have a hot girlfriend, nice friends and everything around me is just chill. But then this guy comes along. He ramms my back with his shoppibg cart and i drop all of my things. While helping me pick them up, he stripes my hand with his and smirks at me. Weird. But the same night, this creep is in my bed. I don't know how the fuck he got in, but somehow he gets me to let him stay the night. He's weird, pervy and always comes on to me and says he'd love to fuck me and shit. But there is something about his behaviour i like. He is funny. And somehow i let him stay with me for a few nights. Which turn into weeks. He opened up about him from time to time and i notice, he does not have it easy. And something inside of me is changing as well. He makes me feel...weird. But not in a bad way. And i don't know why, but somehow my super hot girlfriend starts to piss me off. But sometimes things get awkward when he kisses my neck to tease me... but i know he's just joking. He always does that. - WARNING: This story contains self harm and verbal and mental abuse.☡ ... Again, i really don't know how to describe storys. This is really shitty explained. Well, this is not even a description this is more like his view over the first few days and stuff. Idk. Give it a go and then judge for yourself. I might change the description though because i only just started this book. But thanks already for reading. Have fun.

Don't Let Me Drown by uncxmfxrtablex

I'm nothing, I've always been nothing. I can't do anything special or recognizable, and I have nothing besides anything I can get away with hiding. I have no family, I have no friends, I'm government property because my parents were fucking assholes and abandoned me. I hate everything except the things that get me through everything. I wasn't sure how I ended up here, but apparently I have zero decision of what I'm allowed to do, and now I get to share a bus with a ton of people to "build character" whatever that bullshit means. I just want to be left alone for once and fade into the nothingness I am.

Through The Dark by Z_Ashika04

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alone again / Finished BxB / by Juless_is_broke

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Through The Dark cover

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Sandstorm

I'm not very tall, I have obnoxious white hair. It's like I could stick out in a crowd. But not really... I promise I'm not old, I was born like this. I normally don't care about how I look, I used to never care. We used to be childhood friends. Grew up together, laughed and played games together. We shared great memories together. But the second we went to the academy. It shattered. He betrayed me. He ruined our friendship, all over popularity. I could've been better off without him. Better off if he just never came into my life. Better off if he never came into my life? I don't know anymore.