Finding Love (boyxboy)
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Last published Fri, Jul 22, 2016
I pulled down my long sleeves, My black hair covered my grey (contact) eyes.
People don't pay attention to me, it sucks. I know what you're thinking, and you're wrong.
I don't have ANY friends, the closest I've got is the razor blade in my bathroom.
Nah, I'm not going to give you my sob story, so don't worry.
I've never made any friends before... I'm just not a likeable person.
I guess I'm what you would classify me as is a loner...
My parents... well, I don't really have any...
brothers or sisters? nope.
I'm all alone is this world...
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