(BEING EDITED) Hi im Amy Marie Espinosa, Matthew Lee Espinosas sister , twin sister. He has been gone for a little over 8 months on tour. He's touring with some other guys. And things haven't been going all to great for me. Even though I'm the 'sister of Matthew Espinosa' I don't get let off the hook, he has a good life , not me. Where do we start... Oh yeah in school I'm bullied for every possible thing U can think of. I don't get to see my father , nor do I get to see my brother. I've been a cutter since I was 12 and My mother is suffering with cancer so I basically take care of my self. I'm 17 schools almost over and I can move out , hopefully life will get better, but right now , I'm still living in hell.