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But I love him(boyxboy)

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Reads 122
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Parts 5
Time 26m

do_i_look_normal

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Just imagine being stuck with people telling you that you're worthless, useless, no good, ugly, fat,...well this is what Casper is living with ...the Demons in his head and a whole load of other difficulties. His best and only friend Alex stands by him even with Casper's problems and cantankerous ways. But will Alex stand by him till the end ? 

Tears
Broken hearts
Friendzones
Will their friendship survive ?All Rights Reserved

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