I Fell For You (boyxboy)

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The thousands of bright lights rushing across each other and the buildings I thought tall seem so.....
Small and dim.....
Everything seems smaller up here, the bigger picture is seen it's clearer.... 
No one to tell me who I am what I have to do, who I must be and no one to think less of me when my "perfect" image isn't met, but why can't I still be free...
It's really hard to find happiness when you have to constantly act like someone you're not.. 
I know nothing of depression I don't know the signs and I don't know how it feels but I sure as hell know I'm not happy, I don't enjoy the things I once found pride in, I don't enjoy the company I present my friends with, but what makes it worse is when all the feelings I kept bottled in and buried as deep as the earth's core try to rush out but they NEVER EVER FUCKING!!! Make it out. 
Everyone sees me as an "OKAY" guy and that's because I let them. I don't know what it feels like to be happy, I can't be sympathetic , I can't be serious and I can't love I can only be mad. Mad at myself for letting people ruin me like this, allowing their thoughts to plague my mind allowing me to think that all I should do is...
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