Tessa wants one thing in life, to feel happiness. To a once depressed and anxiety ridden teen, happiness seems like a foreign concept. Tessa opts for an easy to come by feeling, the feeling of being alive. Whether she gets this desired feeling by getting high, drunk, or messing around with guys she'll do anything it takes. She's not out to impress anyone, only to fulfill herself. Eventually the high school party life stops feeding Tessa's unquenchable thirst for rebellion. As Tessa's attempts to get high only bring her down her life spirals out of control. She'll meet alot of people down her road of defiance, some that will change her for the better, some for the worse. But out of all the situations she's in, she will only ever meet one person who can save Tessa, from herself.